hwo is everyone ? i havent blogged in a long time on here .. i have been going through some things with a friend of mine .. well i thought that she was a friend . turns out that i am only good when no one else is around . i do not like to be around people like that .. this so called friend of mine sent me a upsetting email and said that i changed and why havent i called her and such . i feel like i am back in school again . she said that she had to get a few things off of her chest before i make her lose her job. i told her not to blame me if she looses her job because i am not the blame for it . well anyway .. i realy do not know what had ahppened . all of a sudden we were really close and then the past 2-3 months , we drifted apart . i didnt do anything . i also told her that i did not like the way that she has treated me . well , needless to say , when she sent me the email , she told me to call her . well , i have been trying to call her and she is not responding to me . personally she has alot of issues to deal with and i am just a scap goat . i hate that .. i do not have a sign on me that says , take all of your problems out on me . i wrote to her back after  i thought long and hard about it . and since then i have not gotten a response . well i have to get this off of my mind . i do not need this and deal with family issues . thank you all for listening to me rant and speak my mind .