well , i have been suffering with depression for a while and it seems to not want to let up .. first it was with putting my cat to sleep now it is with a very close friend of mine .. well i thought that we were close .. a while back i found out that he was in the hospital so i was talking to his brother everyday to find out how he was doing .. well now that he is home , i have imed him numerous times and sent out emails to him and he will not respond to me ... i dont know what else i could do .. i guess i should leave things alone and let him have time to come to me .. what do you think ? there is just so much going on in my life right now that i needed some one to talk to about it .. oh well .. well have a nice day everyone and try to keep cool if you are having temps like we are here in the northeast .. it is 90 today .. for the next couple of days it is supposed to be even hotter .. take care ..

 Pandorasbox